Three Words

8 Dec

 

The day has been filled with preparations and scattered thinking. Flashbacks to previous Ocracoke trips have come all day. This time I’m not that organized. I don’t have the detailed lists, the planned meals, the itinerary. This time I want to just go.  No planning, no preordained activities. I will step on that ferry without one shred of an idea what will happen to me or what to expect. Even though I know where I’ll be come Monday morning, I don’t know who I will see or what I will find. I’m going to go talk with Annie first and spend some quality time with her. She’ll tell me what I need to be doing next.

Tonight I prayed. I am walking a path I am meant to be on. I know that it’s happening right now with every waking moment. All I have to do is allow and be awake to the messages. I drew three of Jenny’s verbatim cards tonight right before bedtime.

Release…..Epiphany….Calm.

Everything I have known in contemplating this time of going away; they are reassuring. I must release what ever this is that is blocking and twisting my heart. I will have an understanding of its purpose, and then I will be calm.

“The readiness is all”.

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